I am losing my Frodo...
So I am at home alone, watching The Lord of the Rings, abd in the 3rd one after Frodo and Sam Have saved middle earth and are rescued by Gandolf and the eagles. they are back at Rivendell recovering. The first thing you see is Frodo waking up to be greeted by "the fellowship, first gandolf then his other kinfolk from the shire. then Aragron,and Legolas, then lastly comes in Sam... Who was with him thick and thin throughout the entire journey. When Sam walks into the room you can just feel the level of love and friendship that emminates from both he and Frodo. They are bound together for life because of the things that they have been through and the fact that they have relied upon each other for everything. Then in the end of the movie, Gandolf and the Hobbits go to the harbor to take Frodo's Uncle to the elves( who are going to leave middle earth forever) Little does Sam know but Frodo will be going with the elves as well. And of course my mind puts the spin that I have been holding back for over 2 months now and the flood gates just started flowing! Katie is my Frodo and I am her Sam. We have been inseparable for so long and now we will be 5 states away from each other. Wehn I think about it I just want to fold into myself and become a ball of nothing. I know that I have wonderful friends that I will still be able to have MANY good times and bonding moments with. At this point in time however I don't want Katie to move! I will feel lost without her. Like a part of me will be moving too. I say the word Best friend but that is not a big enough commitment! Souls sister maybe but not even that sounds right... I will be lost Who will I yell out of my car window "vote for Pedro" or turn around and take the long way back to go and rubber neck at the person pulled over by the cops/street closed by the police? Who will be there 5 times a day to tell me they love me and just want to hang out with me.or do crazy things like go to a movie at the cheap seats and jeer through the whole thing, or stop by the friendly neighborhood Butt statue on the way home from a LATE night and take pictures of each other grabbing a cheek? What will my kids do when they can't just run across the street anymore and play with CK or borrow a cup of sugar or peanut butter or a grater.... So just in case I am not showing my emotions on the outside.... this is exactly how I am feeling!I am losing my Frodo!~

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Thora said…
I'm so sorry honey! Hugs.
7/13/10, 10:41 AM
the Kates said…
Well, I am siting in the hotel lobby sobbing! Thanks. :) Crystal, I miss you so much! I miss you so so much. I need you to come here as soon as possible. As soon as you are available to come, let me know and we will make it happen. I love you so much- you mean the world to me!
7/16/10, 9:54 AM
BrookieT said…
Aw, man! Losing an awesome friend to distant STINKS!
7/17/10, 1:14 PM
KimberLeigh said…
That's a beautiful write up! ((((HUGS))))

I so get that about you two. What a wonderful bond.
8/1/10, 3:42 PM
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